Hope

Everyone needs some hope when life turns for a worst.
Hope is like a light in the darkness. A motivation to go on against all odds.
I feel a lil hopeful after meeting bee chiat today. Talked to her for awhile, and she thinks i could continue appealing for a transfer to nyp. There might juz be a chance tt somebody decides to quit and i could join in. That lightens me alittle, plus knowin i hav someone to go to at sp when i hav prob.
This will b the motivation to get on wit life for now i guess. Hopefully i can really get a transfer.
Din understand wad the teacher was teaching today =/
Still got presentation to complete and i dunno wad to do!!! mayb i should skip sch tomoro too =x

Really miss my frens and teachers at deyi.. miss the time when i can slack and play wit my frens, the time when teachers always nag at us, the time when we go home at 1pm..

And now its time to move on, a new start without my dear frens... can i do it?

Get mi out of here!

Its been two weeks of school and i still cant adjust to this new enviroment.. Im really useless
Realise i din really lik my course, my school's location and my class. Alright, i noe its my fault tt i appeal for a transfer..
Serve you rite Tay PeiLei!
Anyway, i onli went sch twice this week =D And lecture was way too boring tt my eyelid almost break down on mi! If the lecture was any longer i would have snored in the class =x Im way behind time now as i've skipped 3 days of lesson, but its ok as i dun even feel like studyin anymore..

Juz recieve the nyp appeal letter.. THE RESULT.....









OF COS I FAIL.... Who will take mi in when i was the one who appeal out? How stupid can i go? now i've no place to go.. so wad if i hav gd grade..
i wanna cry out how regret i am.. cry cry cry cry cry and keep on cryin until nyp wants mi.. wad an ass...


if i could turn back time..

Scared

I've decide to go down nyp to appeal tomoro. Cant descride how im feelin rite now.. Pray for mi plz ><