HOHOHO!
HOPE EVERYONE HAVE A JOYFUL CHRISTMAS! :D

Went to Singapore indoor stadium ytd night for fahrenheit concert!

The music was wayyyyyy toooo loud for mi!!!

The powerful sound wave was giving mi a headache. It was forcing it's way into my ears and skull!

I could even feel the chair vibrating man!

I was amazed with the sound systems, the instuments they were playing live didnt have any distortion after gng through all the sound system and coming out the big speakers. way beta den wad we hav back in secondary sch.

Well, it was a good experience for mi :)

holiday came.. but im so bored =/

Holidays... come to mi..

Life at school is busy.. So many projects at hand.. when will i finish them all? exams are comin too.. i haven even study much.. i need holidays badly =(

Legally 18

Went ECP yesterday with friends for some cycling..
While afew friends and i went cycling, ew and jac headed to another direction to prepare a surprise for mi.
After cycling for awhile i realise tt onli jn and mi was left cycling -.-
We met again at the bedok jetty and they sang birthday song for mi :D
Haha, i was rather shy..
They lied tt they din hav time to buy my present and onli hav the small cake, card and towel for mi but i could tell they were lying ( clever rite;) )
After tt we met up with xq and andy and headed down to Lau Ba Sa to meet others for dinner

Met qn, qt and m.y at lau ba sa and we ordered our food.
then ew and rac went up the stage to make a request
the singers sang birthday song for mi and called mi up stage!!
i was damn scared.. but luckly they din force mi do anything
b.y and wj joined us ard this time
when i got off the stage my frens sang the birthday song for mi again and asked mi to make wishes but i din hav any at that moment

After havin dinner and cake we headed to dunno wad bridge to slack ard.
jac was molestin the sculpture while beeyee and wj were busy helping her take photo
we sat down to chit chat while some of us blow bubbles :) ( thx rac for the bubble thingy)
and den home sweet home for us

Special thanks to eewee, qianning and mengguan for plannin all this surprise for mi. i really appreciate it.
And thanks to jac, pf, jn, rac, xq, andy, qt, m.y, b.y and wj for celebratin my birthday wit mi.
oh ya, and thx js, mg, qt, b.y, qn, ew, xq, pf, marcus, wj, jac(ur not the last)and wl for the birthday wishes
Thx for the present, i liked it alot
My birthday wish for this year would be that we will stay as close frens even as time passes
may my wish come true!

God oh god

God, i pray that my friends would be free from stress
God, i pray that my friends would stay happy everyday
God, i pray that we can keep in touch even as time pass
God, i pray that we all have goals to realise
God, i pray that we will all be useful in the future
God, i pray that the road ahead of us would be bright
God, make my wishes come true

402's bbq

Bbq was fun! :D had water gun fights, kite flyin, cycling, bbq-ing, frisbee.. nth much to blog abt as my frens will blog them.. haha.. hope to hav such outin again..

excited!

class bbq is comin! cant wait!! hope it will b fun! :D

one more week and my holiday is over.. din enjoy it at all as i was busy workin, studyin and project =/ couldn't even hav much time for tv
im so afraid of sch re-openin as i haven done much study.. i still haven get used to poly life.. guess ill nv.. im so useless.. but its no use dwellin on secondary life, i hav to move on.. its juz so hard.. how do u guys even do it man.. tryin so hard to get wit the class but i couldn't.. strugglin wit sch work and class


god, show mi the way plz

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
forever

2. What do you want to do now?
slp

3. What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
'finally my day has come'

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
not really

5. Where do you wish to die?
in a patch of greenery wit my loved onces where the sky are blue.. blah blah blah

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
of cos

7. What impossible things you wish to do?
Turn back time.

8. Your darkest secret?
bu neng shou de mimi

9. Are you happy with your life now?
not really?

10. What if your crush asked you out?
dunno

11. What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
no idea, it haven happened to mi

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
being afraid of something i myself oso dunno

13. What is your greatest regret?
to appeal for a tranfer to sp -.-

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
nth

15. The most important things in your life.
family, frens

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
family, frens

17. Do you find life meaningless?
Yea! am i even useful?

18. Who do you love the most?
you

19. The craziest thing(s) you ever did.
dun rmb

20. What's your greatest wish?
WORLD PEACE ;)

21. What will you change if you can turn back time?
not to appeal for a transfer to sp

Tough but enjoyable

Whooo~~ taek training was tough today! we did runnin, push-ups, sit-ups, runnin sideways( we r trainin to b crab=x), crawlin sideway( we look lik apes-.-) , wheelbarrow, kicks more push up and sit ups ( we did lik more den 100 each?)
Anyway, it was tough but fun! At least i get to laugh wit my frens and suffer tgt and sweat it all out.. Its helps to distress too =)

HOLIDAY IS COMIN!! FREEDOM IS HERE AGAIN! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! FASTER COME PLZ!

CRASHINGGGGGGGGGG?

im still thinking whether i've made the rite choice stayin in sp.. i dunno why i juz dun seems to lik my classsmate.. they are lame and childish in sort of a way tt i dun lik it, i dunno y either.. i hate studyin in a class full of guys, i should hav known and yet i still chose this course.. i totally dunno wad im doing.. im stayin in this course becos i can seek job easier in the future, but is it wrong? should i b studyin something i lik? i've gt no moivation to go sch everyday.. if onli i din transfer, den i wun hav so much to think abt..

if onli
if onli
if onli

Crazy ass mi?

After considerating for quite awhile, I've decide to stay at aerospace electronic.. Becos of its career prospect, i've decided to continue studyin.. You guys muz b thinkin tt im sick and crazy rite.. Kept on appealin and now they gav mi a place and i decide not to transfer.. NYP muz be hating mi now and i should b blacklisted in the sch ><
But im gng to endure this 3 years as i dun really lik my class and course..


hopefully i wun regret..

so bless mi everyone and god bless u all toooooooo =)

Miracle?

Went to Yishun temple to pray 'tai sui' today.. I was hopin i could have beta lives after praying..
AND GUESS WAD?!


NYP CALLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unbelieveable! juz 2 hrs after prayin! i tot they might send mi an warnin letter tellin mi to stop appealin to their sch! my heart almost flew out of my ribcage when they tell mi my appeal was accepted! i am to go sch to do the registering and payment on monday

but now im afraid of makin a wrong decision again.. i dun wan to regret.. i've to pay for this semester if i were to transfer.. and i hav alr started gettin to know a few frens in my current course.. i beta lik this course


god, bring me through this plz


ps: im super broke! anyone wants to support me? ><

Hope

Everyone needs some hope when life turns for a worst.
Hope is like a light in the darkness. A motivation to go on against all odds.
I feel a lil hopeful after meeting bee chiat today. Talked to her for awhile, and she thinks i could continue appealing for a transfer to nyp. There might juz be a chance tt somebody decides to quit and i could join in. That lightens me alittle, plus knowin i hav someone to go to at sp when i hav prob.
This will b the motivation to get on wit life for now i guess. Hopefully i can really get a transfer.
Din understand wad the teacher was teaching today =/
Still got presentation to complete and i dunno wad to do!!! mayb i should skip sch tomoro too =x

Really miss my frens and teachers at deyi.. miss the time when i can slack and play wit my frens, the time when teachers always nag at us, the time when we go home at 1pm..

And now its time to move on, a new start without my dear frens... can i do it?

Get mi out of here!

Its been two weeks of school and i still cant adjust to this new enviroment.. Im really useless
Realise i din really lik my course, my school's location and my class. Alright, i noe its my fault tt i appeal for a transfer..
Serve you rite Tay PeiLei!
Anyway, i onli went sch twice this week =D And lecture was way too boring tt my eyelid almost break down on mi! If the lecture was any longer i would have snored in the class =x Im way behind time now as i've skipped 3 days of lesson, but its ok as i dun even feel like studyin anymore..

Juz recieve the nyp appeal letter.. THE RESULT.....









OF COS I FAIL.... Who will take mi in when i was the one who appeal out? How stupid can i go? now i've no place to go.. so wad if i hav gd grade..
i wanna cry out how regret i am.. cry cry cry cry cry and keep on cryin until nyp wants mi.. wad an ass...


if i could turn back time..

Scared

I've decide to go down nyp to appeal tomoro. Cant descride how im feelin rite now.. Pray for mi plz ><